Be careful, because you might ask Allah for a bucket of gold but it may look like a bucket of dirt when you get it. Allah always answers our prayers but not always the way we expect. What he provides is perfect in all wisdom and knowledge.
Be careful in everything you do. Somebody is usually watching. What you do influences other people. For instance you might think you can handle alcohol. But what of other people whom look at you and say he is a good man it must be OK. But they cannot. What if they kill someone under the influence of alcohol? You may never know how much you had to do with destroying two people's lives and possibly handing them over to Satan.
I have came to understand myself as a spirit. My real self is hidden within this shell we call life. My spirit right now craves to grow beyond this shell. It is the real me. My questions for Allah right now are how can I continue to grow. "You must pray and seek your true feelings, the will of Allah." I love Allah, the one true Allah of heaven, the Beginning and the End, Alpha and Omega. Right now I feel at peace with Allah's will and my inner self. This is necessary if we are to mature as spiritual beings.